Ifeelmyself -ifm- -- All Of | 2014-1280x720-

The thumbnail was a black square.

Lena sat in the dark, her cheeks wet. She scrolled to the top and watched it again. And again. IFeelMyself -IFM- -- All Of 2014-1280x720-

Her brother, Daniel, had been quiet. Depressed, the doctors said. But he’d also been an artist—the kind who filmed everything and showed no one. Lena clicked play. The thumbnail was a black square

The video opened on a grainy, 720p frame. New Year’s Eve 2013. Daniel, younger, smiling, holding a camera at arm’s length in a crowded party. had been quiet. Depressed

The file ended.

The file sat in the corner of an old external hard drive, buried under layers of forgotten tax returns and blurry photos of someone else’s vacation.