My hips ache now. I am old. Sam is older. But last night, I dreamed I was a puppy again, running through an infinite green field. Sam was young, too, laughing, holding a wrench. He wasn’t fixing a car. He was fixing the light.
I put my head on his chest. No heartbeat. But listen closely: a low, distant roar. An engine. A track. A lap that never ends. index of art of racing in the rain
There is no finish line. This is what people get wrong. Sam’s hero, Enzo, said the soul doesn’t die. I believe this because every morning, even when Sam’s eyes were yellow and his skin was thin, he still whispered, “Good boy.” That whisper is the track. It goes on forever. My hips ache now