I am not lost. I am right here. I am not lost. I am right here.
He double-clicked it out of boredom. His good speakers breathed static for two seconds, and then the room filled with the sound of a Fender Rhodes electric piano, slightly out of tune. A girl started to sing. Her voice was young, clear, and close—as if she were sitting on the edge of his desk. She was singing a cover of a song Leo didn’t recognize, something slow and sad from the late 90s about a blue streetlight and a bus that never came. Jodi -1999 --u2013 FLAC-
Leo became a detective of ghosts. He found a blurry photo from a zine: a girl with sharp cheekbones and a corded microphone, squinting against stage lights. The caption read: Jodi Holloway, La Luna, August 1999. He found an old GeoCities page dedicated to the Portland lo-fi scene. A single line: “Jodi had the saddest hands on the keys. Wherever she is, I hope she found the exit ramp.” I am not lost